I’m enjoying the lingering pain of my spanking waaay too much for my own good. Productivity is way down, submissive mindset is here full-on, and arousal is steady.
I don’t know how I ever doubted my masochism. You know you’re a masochist when you get off from rubbing the inflamed welts, which causes more pain.
Anyhow. I need to shake this off so I can get stuff done. Fluffy sub-space feelings need to be pushed down…which is sad, because I enjoy them. Maybe I can do both, we shall see.